Epic Cheeseload of Meep.

I have not blogged in the longest time. There is something very wrong here. o_O
Well, I am currently in Design and Technology, having an interesting kind of day xD

As for the lack of updates, I honestly do apologise. Things haven't been going smoothly lately. First my best friend since year 7 got expelled (didn't get to say goodbye TT-TT), I rediscovered an old crush from when I was about ten (O_O!!!!) and it seems like I'm falling all over again - which is BAD even though he still manages to be perfect and adorable - and THEN I had a major bitchfest with another best friend. A pretty big one. We haven't talked for a week. Which for us is a while since normally I cave and beg for either apologies or forgivenesses within two days.

Oh. And I've been overloaded with tons of work. =P

As for today however, I had an assessment...... of cooking. Yep, at my all-girls school. I don't blame you if this assessment sounds sexist. xD
But that went ok. And now I have a gorgeous plate of food which I shall eat for lunch, instead of the normal school food crap 8D
It was so weird cooking it though, because I've been watching Masterchef all week - during the WHOLE thing, I was expecting Gary to yell "People, we have twenty minutes on the clock, get cooking!" And then my spaghetti wasn't quite al-dente enough and I started freaking, thinking "OHMYGOD THE JUDGES ARE GONNA NOTICE OHMYGODOHMYGOD - wait. I'm not on Masterchef. Wtf?!"

ONTO HAPPIER NEWS! I had the funniest conversation with aforementioned crush last night. I stayed up til half past twelve last night on the phone with him. I discovered that he has changed MUCHLY since I last knew him.. it's weird, because we both changed heaps - and yet still changed in ways so that we can still have heaps in common and talk comfortably and everything.
Like, now he's a major nerd. It was so funny. He was telling me about the Rubber Band theory and how he's learning quantum physics.... xD He also wants to be an engineer, which honestly sounds cool - though he's up to his eyeballs in schoolwork to get there.
I also made us lose the Game. Then he told me about the thirty-minute grace period in which you can't lose the Game for half an hour after losing it - amazing much??? I was stumped. So we talked about the Game Rap. And how it would be such an epic song if not for the fact that you're losing the Game every time you listen to it xDDD

So, it's insane. We both play the Game. We both meow at random times and say meep. We're both relatively nerdy (though I think he sorta takes THAT prize for most nerdy =P). We're into ALL the same music - and we both prefer cats over dogs.
And... GAH. He's adorable.

But I don't wanna get my hopes up or anything. Like, he recently broke up with his gf so I don't know what that means in regards to me. He's certainly free, but he lives in South Australia - and I'm in NSW. Still very little chance even if he does like me back.
And I don't wanna kill my chances of at least being friends with him - the advantage being, we can't exactly break up. So it can't get all awkward and ex-ish. I don't want it to get awkward, ever. Friends with benefits maybe? Lawl. Did I honestly say that out loud? =P

So yeah. Long-lost love reappears.. interesting things happening.

This isn't the most random blog post, I'm afraid. Just me ranting on about my feelings =P but meh.

Oh yeah. And it's fucking FREEZING. xD like, my hands are like ice and I'm actually TYPING - moving them around. Pretty nuts. I hate Armidale weather.

So yus. Episode god-knows-what of my life. Enjoy. ^^

~lylt,
The Aliway.